it's been a while

It certainly has. I still have two unpublished posts and I guess I'm not going to publish them anymore since those aren't exactly in line with what's happening now. Although I'm still having second thoughts about it.

Right now, I just realized there's something missing in my life right now. The last time I had this feeling was back in high school. I don't know what's the matter with me. Everything feels like a total mess and I'm in deep sh*t. I don't want to think of it this way, but I guess it has something to do with whatever's going on with me: it's her. My ex I mean. It's not that I can't get over her. Maybe it's because she left a void when she left me. And I've been wanting someone to fill that empty space. I know there are friends who are always there for me, who can always cheer me up when I'm down, and all those sweet and wonderful things associated with friends... but you know what I'm talking about.

Well, that's one thing I'm thinking of with regards to my issues. Heck, I don't even sounds like a guy. Jeez... and I feel like angst is about to enter the picture any minute now. Ugh... I'll just go to sleep and bum around later.

holding it out

It's been a while. The end of the semester is just a few days away, and that means all the heavy load is going to get dumped on us. Actually, we've been getting dumped at with lots of school work since last week. I wonder why professors do that: giving out all the heavy load when the semester is nearly ending. It's all bleah... Until I finish this semester, I won't be able to blog much. There are so many things that need to be put on paper, or in this case, on digital writing space. Ciao!